Thursday, March 14, 2013

And again...

Lately I have been reading a lot of Christian Living/Homemaking/Parenting books. And here I sit. Depressed as can be. I know the purpose is to show me that others are going through the same trials and can overcome it. Yet here I sit overwhelmed tired. Feeling like a failure. A big fat mommy failure.

Not enough patience.

Not enough energy.

Just plain tired.

I hate to say I need a break but I do. I know it's selfish... and again, the guilt continues.

I used to use this blog as an outlet. Now I avoid it. I yearn to be transparent but fear I will be seen as a negative Nelly.

Frustration again.

Where do I turn?

Anyone out there dealing with this as well?

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